Mixed Emotions

I've been back in PA for a short time, but I'm already having mixed emotions. Did I do the right thing? Should I have gone somewhere else? As odd as it sounds the nomadic lifestyle I've had for 6 years does hold some appeal. Maybe it's because I'm not anywhere long enough to allow people to get to know me. That in turn protects me by me not opening myself up to be hurt again. Will I last here, I don't know. I can see myself packing it in and leaving again. Not in a matter of months, but in a matter of weeks.