I should know by the end of next week about when I can go back to PA. Since I can use all the money I can get, I'll be working about 60 hours a week from now until I leave. I hate not knowing exactly when I'll be leaving, especially since I have to let my parents know so they can book a room. It'll settle itself out soon enough, I'm looking forward to going back, but not the 12 hour drive. But it'll all be worth it, that much I'm sure of.
Last night was the first night in a while that I mixed sleeping pills & alcohol. Instead of either blacking out, I was gently lulled to sleep. It was nice - no night terrors either. I just hope that my going back to PA doesn't somehow trigger them even worse than they can be now. Well, if they do - I can always go to Legends and hold them off.
