Dark Days Ahead.....

I just got back from "Legends" and I was almost in tears. When I left, I said a few things to Tina and came home, knowng I'd face the next 48 hours alone. Right now I'm fighting back the tears, trying to make sense of it all. The end result is that I'll probaby pass out for a few hours, wake up & then hit the vodka until I can stand no more. My only comfort is that I can still spend my b-day with "My family". I still have the video of Michele & her daughter which I can watch - I I can only thank God I have that. It's the small things in life that mean so much, even though Michele hated being taped. Most women that beautiful would have jumped on the opportunity to be taped, but not her. And that's what sets her apart from every other woman on the planet + a million other things.