Pray.....

For my soul. As I write this, my will to live is diminshing by the second. Suicidal thoughts invade my mind, along with the many mistakes I have made through the years. I have turned friend into foe, lover and best friend into someone that hates me, and life into nothing more than a cycle of working, getting wasted, and back again. Life is quickly losing it's value....so I ask you to pray for my soul - that it winds up in someplace good. That the Almighty God can realize I tried so hard to get it all right in my last years. But also can realize that the one he intended for me to keep I let go, and for that I need to be punished. May God have mercy on me.....