I'd Rather be Working.

So I drove to work in the ice storm this morning - it was fun! Then shortly before noon I was told we were allowed to go home at noon with full pay for the day. Most people would jump at the chance, but I shouldn't have. I have the rest of the day to think about what I'll be missing tomorrow with Michele & her family, instead of having work to concentrate on. And with one week until New Year's Eve, things are starting to snowball out of control. After tomorrow my full attention will turn to New Year's Eve and every day my depression will deepen. At least tonight I'll be doing shots of 151, but I do have some vicodin left from when I got my tooth pulled for New Year's Eve. I'm even packing a small cooler with a few beers to take to work New Year's Eve day, and as soon as I leave the parking lot - the cooler gets opened and the drinking begins on the way home.