The Job.....

I really wanted to get this week started off on a good note @ work, but it didn't happen. My email was screwed up and I didn't get much done. To top it off my boss left early (he deserved to), but that meant even less got done. So we're going to get piles of work until God knows when. And considering next week and the week after are 4 day work weeks.....we're screwed.

And my depression is coming on in leaps & bounds. Every day is getting just a little worse. I keep thinking about how I'm going to be alone for the holidays - and most important - that Michele & her family will be together and I won't be there. I often wonder what her daughter is like now. How she laughs, how she sings, and how much like her mom she must be. God, this is going to be hell before too long.

Las VEgas get ready, Daddy may be coming home.......soon.