Never Say Never...

I get to eat my words now folks, and I have my fork @ the ready. For all the insisting that I wouldn't go back east, I was wrong. I have indeed decided to go back to Pennsylvania, but when isn't clear yet. At the very latest I'll be back in state by Good Friday - maybe earlier. I'll be 40 this year and you'd think I was sensible enough to realize that "Home is where the heart is" isn't just a saying - it's a fact. Not only that, but I have to go back and rebuild my life and then build on top of that. I made so much progress since 2002 then I let it slip through my fingers.

I'll miss Vegas though, it really is a playground for adults only. I'll miss hanging out in front of "The Little White Wedding Chapel" and guessing which newlyweds would make it and which won't. I made it a spectator sport in a way - complete with drink in hand and cigar in mouth. It reminds me of bowling actually. Hey, you have to do something when you're bored, right? I think it's great that marriage is still growing strong, at least I can live that aspect of life vicariously through others. I have no problem with marriage mind you, but there's only one woman I'd marry and she's long gone.

Right now I can't wait to get home, I just hope I can do it sooner than this March.