Realization

As I was watching the DVD in my previous post, something became brutally clear. Most people in life rarely think about what it would truly mean to lose someone close to them, whether it be a parent, spouse, friend, whoever. What void would really be created, and how deep the pain? Walking away is easier than battling through the tough times, that's true. But are any really solid bonds created by walking away? Is any trust gained by not standing for who/what you believe in?

The Whirlwind

Make no mistake, the last few days have been crazy to say the least. I shouldn't complain though, I've been fortunate enough to be getting quite a few interviews. Here's the situation in a nutshell:

1. Tomorrow I start a new temp job which lasts 1 month.
2. I have an outstanding interview I'm waiting to hear back on by this Friday for a permanent part time position.
3. I have a second interview tomorrow for a full time permanent position that begins in May, after my temp. position would end.

It's all chaos right now, but positive chaos. I haven't eaten since last Saturday and I'm not really hungry - it must be the stress of it all. One thing's for sure - I'm **definitely** going out Saturday night to have a good time!

I was digging through my old video tapes that I converted to DVD and found my copy of Michele & Britney making easter eggs from 6 years ago. It was on top of the pile where it always is. I sat here and watched it, only knowing how things would've been had we gotten together now. I was different then, it just seems like a whole other life to me now. It's amazing how someone can change in just a few years.