It's Over

After moving out on my roommate I set out to find a place of my own. It didn't go well. In fact, most places wanted me to jump through hoops to get a place. So I got frustrated and did what anyone else would have done - I came back to Las Vegas. Yes, you read right - I am now back in Vegas. I called my former employer here in Vegas and was able to get my construction job back and a place to live temporarily.

My last night in PA I was awake all night, just thinking about things. As I've said before, I've left PA 5 or 6 times now and returned as many times since 2002. 2 things are crystal clear:

1. I've spent a small fortune trying to get Michele back.
2. I've not since her since 2002.

Hence, I left - and this time it's for good. I no longer have any misconceptions that I'll ever get her back, much less see her again. And as I drove every inch of the 2,400+ miles to get back to Vegas I told myself - "That's it, no more." So unless I hear from her, or hear something from Tina or someone else who knows her - it's done. I no longer have the finances or the will to go back to PA. For the last 6 years there's been nothing but constant instability around me, and I feel that here in Vegas I'll finally have stability.

I really can't say how much longer my liver will hold up, but until it's done I'm having a blast here in Vegas and making no apologies about it. Viva Las Vegas!