I’ll tell ya, I’ve been feeling great lately! It hit me the other night as I watch watching TV just how much better I’ve been in the last month or so. I can honestly say my spirits have never been higher. I have no pressure on my trip back to PA at all. I don’t have to find a place to live or a job (since I have one here in Myrtle Beach), I’m not trying to get Michele back and have done everything I can in my power to at least get her attention. But getting back together is up to her, and to be honest the only thing I really ask from her now is for her to at least hear me out for 15 minutes. So the pressure is off and I’m going to have a **BLAST** when I get back. The only thing I won’t do is go back to Harrisburg to any clubs/bars. And the only reason it went bad last time is that I ran into someone from 20+ years ago who treated me like dirt. And if I’d been sober at the time I actually probably would’ve been cordial to the guy.
