Last post b4 vacation!

Well, this is it for a while - the last post before I start my vacation on Friday. I don't know where all this is going, don't know how I'm going to feel for sure, or how I'm going to deal with those feelings. As Mr. T. said in one of the many Rocky movies - "I predict pain!" Where do I go after vacation, or simply - do I go? I have 2 weeks to decide whether to move on yet again or return to the beach. As they say - only time will tell.