Pray.....

For my soul. As I write this, my will to live is diminshing by the second. Suicidal thoughts invade my mind, along with the many mistakes I have made through the years. I have turned friend into foe, lover and best friend into someone that hates me, and life into nothing more than a cycle of working, getting wasted, and back again. Life is quickly losing it's value....so I ask you to pray for my soul - that it winds up in someplace good. That the Almighty God can realize I tried so hard to get it all right in my last years. But also can realize that the one he intended for me to keep I let go, and for that I need to be punished. May God have mercy on me.....

Pimpin' the Family Biz

My newphew and his wife have opened the new business - Small Planet Comics in their hometown of Youngstown Ohio. My newphew has always been a comics junkie and a Star Wars fan as well. They also carry collectible swords and a lot of other cool stuff, so check out their web site!

Yesterday was another red letter day for me. I started drinking at 10:30 in the morning and kept going on and off all day long. Then I played some "Guitar Hero II" and finally crashed, but I have no idea of when.