Getting Sober...Facing Reality

It happened all again last night and reality has slapped me in the face - **hard**. I am going to make every honest effort to clean myself up, I can't do this anymore. Physically, spiritually, and emotionally - my drinking days are over. I need to start seeking out my friends/family more and get away from this isolation. The loneliness kills me, but I only have myself to blame. So from this point forward, I'm determined to turn things around - period.