Job Woes...

This has been a tough last few days for me @ work. We're losing 2 of the best workers in our department and that leaves just my boss and I. Don't get me wrong, my boss is a great guy - but with it just being he @ I in our department, it leaves me even more under the microscope. Not only that, but I'm starting to feel the pressure. Add to that the fact that our general manager is leaving this Friday and there's **serious** pressure since our g.m. does all the hiring/firing.

So now not only are we short handed - but the person that will hire for those positions is leaving and has to be replaced as well. And I can imagine that the search for a new g.m. is going to take some time. So as of tonight, I'm going to start looking for a new job.

Add that pressure into the fact that this time of year is already a straight uphill struggle and this could be a disaster. It could be, but since I feel off the wagon I'm back to drinking every night and "pilling it up" as well - which helps take the edge off. This was a bad time to think about sobering up, but I did make it 4 days, which for me is an eternity.