Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Med-less/the job/moving?

I think I've finally gotten myself off some of my meds. I haven't taken my Pristiq regularly in over 2 weeks, and I've done well with the withdrawl symptoms. My probationary period ends at work this Thursday and I don't know if they're going to keep me or if I'm going to resign yet. It's no that I'm unhappy with the people I work with or my job - I'm just not convinced it's either what I want or a good fit after 3 months. If they keep me, I'll ramp up my search for a new job or move again.

I used to dread moving, but everytime I move it's with less & less stuff - so it's actually easier each time. IF I decide to resign, I'lll hang it out until they can find someone to fill my position & train them - then put in 2 weeks notice from that point. They've been more than fair to me and I'm obligated to return the favor. CUtting and running is not an option.