The Maelstrom.

Things are falling apart at an exponential rate these days. As much as I try to block out any thoughts of the "Helladays", and especially New Years Eve - I can't. I keep thinking of Las Vegas and the way it was a year ago. I remember taking the bus to Vegas and being stuck in a winter storm - but what an adventure it was! Chances are I may be putting in my 2 weeks notice @ work soon - either right after Xmas or New Years. I can't focus anymore, my mind just races constantly and it's really starting to bother me.

Las Vegas here I come....well not quite yet. But if something doesn't change - and fast....I'll get there soon enough. At least I haven't emotionally collapsed....but I'm sure it's coming up fast.