Protecting Myself....

So tonight I'm "Practicing" for tomorrow. I had a shot of 151 and several beers and a few sleeping pills & it's all good - feeling no pain. But tomorrow, it's a beer and a vicodin on the way home and then more beer....I should be either comatose or numb by 9 o'clock tomorrow. Life is good!

Piling On...

So, tomorrow's the big day and I don't know how I'll fare. Yesterday was a disaster. My supervisor called off & I was the only one in the department. It was a nightmare! Just imagine being somewhere slightly less than 4 months, you're down to half your department strength already....then the boss gets sick and you're not trained to do everything he can do.

And to top it off, I hadn't taken any of my anti-anxiety pills for 4 or 5 days. Fortunately for me, I picked them up after work yesterday and am feeling better now. But now my focus turns to trying to deal with tomorrow night. Well, I better think fast, I only have 36 hours to figure something out.