"Someday" - Cross fade

Someday I'll talk about it,
One day I'll mention it to you.
Someday I'll be over this,
And strong like you
I'm never changing,
I can feel this way for days and days
Look you straight in the face and fake my smile.

Take this hurt away,
Bring back yesterday,
I could say sorry,
In a thousand ways,
You won't let this be,
Without cutting me,
Can't put this bottle down,
As I watch this day fade into night

My blessings,
My faults,
I've learned all the lessons,
That cannot be taught,
Any abuses,
That I've brought,
No more excuses,
I want a new start.

With all our lies
There's no wondering why
Things aren't working anymore
Now I'm feeling fine,
Flying higher,
Got the chance to start again.

My blessings,
My faults,
I've learned all the lessons,
That cannot be taught,
Any abuses,
That I've brought,
No more excuses,
I want a new start.

Someday I'll talk about it,
One day I'll mention it to you.
Someday I'll be over this,
And move on like you,
move on like you.

I'm ready to go
Ready to leave
Why don't you answer the radio.
Ready to go,
Just watch me leave,
So hard to see,
When I'm on my way down

Easter Memories.

It was 7 years ago today that I shot the video that I will always keep & cherish. It's of Michele & her daughter coloring Easter eggs. It's hard to believe that it's been 7 years we've been apart, and I still think of them every day. In the last 7 years Michele has been the only one to give me a chance, every other woman has written me off or shut me out. Tonight I'm going to watch that video, and thank God for the memories. And then I'll mourn what should've been, had I not messed things up.