Ok, I'm Guilty...

Of being nostalgic this week. Last night I got way too drunk & pulled out some old video I had from high school. It was a video of myself, Lauren & Larry the night after we took a road trip to Washington D.C. Lauren & Larry were an item in high school, and for a while after that. I thought they would go the distance, but it wasn't meant to be. I remained friends with both of them for a few years after high school, but as most high schools friendships go, neither friendship lasted more than 5 years after we graduated.

To this day I miss Lauren a lot. She was a cheerleader & very popular, but was not a bit stuck up like some people were who were "somebody" in high school. Neither were her friends - Chris, Christie, or Jill. Thinking back on it now, I always felt a need to protect her, she was a great person-almost to a fault. To this day I feel lucky to have had her as a friend

Maybe it's just me being so lonely, but I wish I could reconnect with some of the people I went to school with. But then again, maybe it's not meant to be.