Forging Ahead...

In spite of the mention of a possible raise, I put my 2 week notice in @ work yesterday. I was told that they weren't going to hire someone just in case I decide to stay, which isn't going to happen. Las Vegas is like a good wine - once you get the first intoxicating taste of it you just want more & more. And whereas hendonism is generally looked down on in most parts of the U.S., Vegas celebrates it, much less promotes it on a grand scale.

The time for me to stop fooling myself starts now. It's tim efor me to wake up to the fact that now matter how many times I come back here, or how much time I stay here, I'm never getting back who I came for. It's a painful realization, but it has to be made. With my liver gettin gmore & more painful and more and more constant, I deserve to enjoy myself and have a good time before my final cutain falls.