2 Weeks

Is how long I have until I hit the "big 4-0". I don't see why most people get freaked out by turning 40, it doesn't' bother me at all. I guess maybe it's all in where you're at in life. If you're miserable, turning 40 makes you more miserable I guess. If you took into account the person I was 6 or 7 years ago, I'd be the most miserabel person on earth turning 40. But things have changed and I just see turning 40 as no more or less relevant than turning 3 or something along those lines.

To me, every day is a birthday party - something to be revelled in, enjoyed, and indulged in. Am I the happiest person on earth? No, probably not. But I am enjoying myself much more than I ever have as far as being single is concerned. I'm content being by myself if I can't be with who I want to be with most. And you know what? It's all good!